I feel like I’m in limbo. Stuck between what has happened, and not being able to wait for the future. It’s not like it’s particularly certain; home and security vs travel and adventure. Mix in the question of significant otherness. But to be anywhere but here and now. Not that there’s anything wrong with here and now, I’m just sick of being in this place/space, plodding.

Anyone who’s known me well in the past would know that I’m not really a plodder.That’s why I read. To escape to visit an alternate universe where the world is anything but plodding. Ditto travelling at high speeds across entire countries. There’s nothing really wrong with the plod per se, I’ve just not ever been a content-with-life kind of person

bah.

And then there is that niggling thing how I want to go to the mountains and just do nothing for a while. Maybe then i’ll plan my trek in life, if such a thing can be done, since I will not plod.